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00:02:40LISA\u00a0No.<\/p>\n
00:02:45OFF CAMERA\u00a0Okay. Tell me why you are here.<\/p>\n
00:02:45LISA\u00a0Because I’m\u00a0scared.<\/p>\n
00:02:50OFF CAMERA\u00a0You said that earlier. You think if you could —\u00a0then I could figure out together why you’re scared and maybe we can\u00a0come up to a plan. Up with a plan and if we do that, then maybe your fears will disappear.<\/p>\n
00:03:05LISA\u00a0No not these fears [inaudible]\u00a0because it’s over.<\/p>\n
00:03:10OFF CAMERA\u00a0What’s over?<\/p>\n
00:03:10LISA\u00a0Everything.\u00a0The business.<\/p>\n
00:03:15OFF CAMERA\u00a0What do you mean?<\/p>\n
00:03:20LISA\u00a0Jeremy.<\/p>\n
00:03:25OFF CAMERA\u00a0Who is Jeremy?<\/p>\n
00:03:25LISA\u00a0He’s my boyfriend.\u00a0I saw him\u00a0naked with Alisa [assumed spelling] with the same fucking name as me. We\u00a0now have the same fucking boyfriend. In my office,\u00a0he was screwing that fucking cunk.<\/p>\n
00:03:45OFF CAMERA\u00a0So you’re\u00a0the one who caught Jeremy cheating?<\/p>\n
00:03:55LISA\u00a0Yeah. Cheating?\u00a0Yeah that’s a clever word shrinks use.<\/p>\n
00:04:05OFF CAMERA\u00a0So you and Jeremy share an office?<\/p>\n
00:04:05LISA\u00a0Yeah we\u00a0do commercials for local businesses, you know, build websites, that kind of stuff.\u00a0We started a business together. He moved in with me.<\/p>\n
00:04:15OFF CAMERA\u00a0How long ago\u00a0was that?<\/p>\n
00:04:20LISA\u00a0Nine months.<\/p>\n
00:04:20OFF CAMERA\u00a0Do you have any children?<\/p>\n
00:04:20LISA\u00a0Not with that fucking asshole.<\/p>\n
00:04:25[sil.]<\/p>\n
00:04:30LISA\u00a0I have a daughter, Sarah.\u00a0Gosh, she’s beautiful. She\u00a0stays with some friends. She’s not related to Jeremy,\u00a0thank God.<\/p>\n
00:04:45OFF CAMERA\u00a0And where are you staying?<\/p>\n
00:04:45LISA\u00a0I’m renting a place far away\u00a0from here. You know I ran down to the bank to empty both our bank accounts.<\/p>\n
00:04:55OFF CAMERA\u00a0Business accounts?<\/p>\n
00:04:55LISA\u00a0Yeah. And do you know\u00a0that asshole has been draining them for 4 months?\u00a0I swear.<\/p>\n
00:05:05OFF CAMERA\u00a0Taking money out of your account without your knowledge.<\/p>\n
00:05:05LISA\u00a0Yeah.\u00a0For his buys.<\/p>\n
00:05:10OFF CAMERA\u00a0Buys?<\/p>\n
00:05:10LISA\u00a0Yeah,\u00a0to payoff his debts with my money.<\/p>\n
00:05:20OFF CAMERA\u00a0Or crack cocaine?<\/p>\n
00:05:25LISA\u00a0Yeah for crack.<\/p>\n
00:05:25OFF CAMERA\u00a0How long have you know\u00a0he’s been smoking crack?<\/p>\n
00:05:30LISA\u00a0Ever since I saw him with that —\u00a0every since I saw with her naked. The both of them naked.<\/p>\n
00:05:40OFF CAMERA\u00a0What was that like seeing Jeremy and Alisa naked and smoking crack?<\/p>\n
00:05:40LISA\u00a0Well have you ever\u00a0seen someone you love naked smoking crack?<\/p>\n
00:05:45OFF CAMERA\u00a0No.<\/p>\n
00:05:50LISA\u00a0Yeah no I didn’t think so.<\/p>\n
00:05:50OFF CAMERA\u00a0So what has that been like\u00a0for you knowing Jeremy’s smoking crack?<\/p>\n
00:05:55LISA\u00a0Well, I’ve never\u00a0seen him do drugs before. You know he drinks a lot, smokes weed,\u00a0but crack cocaine. I mean God\u00a0have mercy.<\/p>\n
00:06:15OFF CAMERA\u00a0What are you\u00a0thinking about?<\/p>\n
00:06:20LISA\u00a0Everyone’s going to know.<\/p>\n
00:06:25OFF CAMERA\u00a0Know what?<\/p>\n
00:06:30LISA\u00a0That I was getting high to stay in this hospital and get cleaned up.<\/p>\n
00:06:35OFF CAMERA\u00a0You mean rather than go to rehab.<\/p>\n
00:06:40LISA\u00a0Rehab, man they’re fucking dirty places and I’m sick and tired of dirty places.<\/p>\n
00:06:45OFF CAMERA\u00a0No, no, no this rehab place is very clean. I’ve seen it. There are a lot of nice people there.\u00a0People who feel like they get much better help than here in the hospital. In fact, I can call someone\u00a0for you and let you talk with them.<\/p>\n
00:06:55LISA\u00a0No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, don’t do that.<\/p>\n
00:07:00OFF CAMERA\u00a0You’re really fearful of going to rehab.<\/p>\n
00:07:05LISA\u00a0Well if everyone finds out that I’ve been to\u00a0rehab, I won’t get a job. I won’t be hired anyway.<\/p>\n
00:07:10OFF CAMERA\u00a0Plus if people are\u00a0fearful of the stigma and fearful of what people will think of them.<\/p>\n
00:07:20LISA\u00a0Yeah, but he says that I’m not addicted. It’s just — you know something\u00a0wrong with my personality.<\/p>\n
00:07:25OFF CAMERA\u00a0Who says there’s something wrong with your\u00a0personality?<\/p>\n
00:07:30LISA\u00a0Jeremy.<\/p>\n
00:07:30OFF CAMERA\u00a0When did he tell you that?<\/p>\n
00:07:35LISA\u00a0Lots of times.<\/p>\n
00:07:35OFF CAMERA\u00a0I thought you said you and Jeremy split up after\u00a0you caught him cheating.<\/p>\n
00:07:40LISA\u00a0I —<\/p>\n
00:07:45OFF CAMERA\u00a0It’s okay. Take your time.<\/p>\n
00:07:50LISA\u00a0Well yeah he moved back in.<\/p>\n
00:07:50OFF CAMERA\u00a0Into your new home?<\/p>\n
00:07:55LISA\u00a0Yeah. What changed that you two decided\u00a0to get back together?<\/p>\n
00:08:00OFF CAMERA\u00a0Well he said he was sorry and he begged me.\u00a0He’s done it before so I took him back.<\/p>\n
00:08:10LISA\u00a0And how has that been being back with Jeremy?<\/p>\n
00:08:15OFF CAMERA\u00a0Well I love Jeremy.\u00a0I do and don’t want to go out and find another boyfriend. I mean we\u00a0lost 80,000 dollars on that business. And he promised me that he would make\u00a0it all back.<\/p>\n
00:08:30LISA\u00a0So is that why you\u00a0took him back? Has\u00a0Jeremy continued smoking crack?<\/p>\n
00:08:45OFF CAMERA\u00a0Yeah\u00a0a little but\u00a0he’s not addicted. He says that it\u00a0calms him down.\u00a0Me too.<\/p>\n
00:09:05LISA\u00a0You too?<\/p>\n
00:09:05OFF CAMERA\u00a0So do you smoke crack\u00a0with Jeremy?<\/p>\n
00:09:15LISA\u00a0Yeah we —\u00a0he made me try it.<\/p>\n
00:09:25[sil.]<\/p>\n
00:09:30[ Crying ]<\/p>\n
00:09:40LISA\u00a0And then he tried just once.\u00a0We did it together.\u00a0[Inaudible] I could.<\/p>\n
00:09:55[ Crying ]<\/p>\n
00:10:00LISA\u00a0Hit me like a bullet.\u00a0And it felt so good.\u00a0I felt so good.\u00a0And real fast.<\/p>\n
00:10:20[sil.]<\/p>\n
00:10:25LISA\u00a0Have you ever felt like you were\u00a0dancing with butterflies?<\/p>\n
00:10:30OFF CAMERA\u00a0Dancing with\u00a0butterflies? No I have not.<\/p>\n
00:10:40[sil.]<\/p>\n
00:10:45LISA\u00a0But he says it’s not addictive, Jeremy.<\/p>\n
00:10:50OFF CAMERA\u00a0What do you think?<\/p>\n
00:10:55LISA\u00a0Well I know I can’t get enough.<\/p>\n
00:11:00[ Crying ]<\/p>\n
00:11:10LISA\u00a0And I know I don’t want to go back to feeling horrible\u00a0again\u00a0because when I don’t smoke it I get worse.\u00a0And when I have it,\u00a0I feel good. And then it’s gone.\u00a0And then I know that I’m going to be needing another\u00a0hit.<\/p>\n
00:11:45OFF CAMERA\u00a0That sounds\u00a0a lot like addiction.<\/p>\n
00:11:55LISA\u00a0Yeah but I know I don’t want it to be.<\/p>\n
00:12:00OFF CAMERA\u00a0It sounds like you are very scared of getting\u00a0help and yet at the same very time, it sounds like you know\u00a0you need that help.<\/p>\n
00:12:15LISA\u00a0I know I don’t need help.\u00a0I don’t need anything.\u00a0Jeremy\u00a0promised me that everything is going to be okay. And when you love someone\u00a0like I do,\u00a0you got to believe him. Right?<\/p>\n
00:12:45[sil.]<\/p>\n
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